i am tired.
i just had two cups of tea but it’s not helping.
brain doesn’t feel sharp.
legs are sore for some reason. didn’t do anything today.
i am tired.
lately, i feel like i haven’t been doing anything right. just like a big fuck up. loser. idiot. dummy. dumbass. little idiot. failure.
ya know, them nice words.
i feel stretched. like nothing’s ever good enough.
i’m trying to not be such an idiot. such a guy. but then it feels like i’ve got like a billion other things to worry about.
a flood. a torrent. and i feel like a small man trying to move upstream.
i’m not so happy anymore.
i am tired.